| ABC can suck it. |
[Jan. 21st, 2009|08:35 pm] |
Dear head honcho of ABC,
Why must you restore my faith in television with a show as beautiful, visionary, quirky, clever, and perfect as Pushing Daisies and then yank it away without even giving us fans closure. You fail EPICALLY.
Sincerely,
Pissed. |
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| i killed my computer. |
[Jan. 5th, 2009|10:24 pm] |
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um. yeah. my computer kind of died today. which sucks because all of my shit is on that computer and i can't afford a new one. my mom and her boyfriend, John have been working on it. thank god for both of them. i'm just hoping that it gets fixed. i downloaded something seriously bad. yeah. now it keeps flashing some damn screen of death which is all blue and like pissy: it says something like: your computer isn't working. please press F8 put it in safe mode...ugh. sucks. i'm just hoping that it gets better soon. i don't want to lose everything on that computer. i swear it kind of makes me want to cry a little. thank god for my mom who's letting me use her computer for the time being. |
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| i'm bored, but yet to lazy to do anything... |
[Dec. 30th, 2008|10:51 am] |
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yeah the subject line pretty much says it all...i'm so FREAKIN' bored. i need to do something...get out of the house. i should be working on my senior project, but i'm feeling to lazy to do any actual work...BLURGH. i should be doing the wii fit or something to get my butt moving...whatever. grrr...christmas was pretty good.i got pretty much everything i wanted. including some guitar books. i could work with my guitar. i wish we could've gone to indiana. it sounds like they all had a great time complete with red ryder bb guns and christmas horn concerts. yeah. i feel like depressed for like no reason. i really need to get out of my house. like NOW. i'm going a little stir crazy. a little twitchy...however, i'm working on a screenplay and it's already like sixty pages long which is pretty good considering i just started it on friday. as of now this is the longest screenplay i've done since infamous two years ago. infamous was like 94 pages. not too bad. oy...well i'm going to go, but i'll talk to you all later. |
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| so why do they have to cancel all the good shows? |
[Dec. 4th, 2008|04:47 pm] |
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so it was announced today that bryan fuller, the mastermind behind Pushing Daisies, probably the best thing on television right now, has signed a two year deal with NBC/Universal to work on Heroes which i've never seen, but i've heard has been flushing rapidly down the toilet. i have mixed feelings about this news. i know that bryan fuller needs work, but at the same time, i can't help but wonder if he would've fought harder for PD, if he hadn't had another job lined up. anyways, Pushing Daisies is not coming back and as stupid as it might seem, my heart's a little broken. It definetly says something about the state of TV, when crap shows can stay on the air and beautiful, smart, and inventive TV gets taken off so quickly. Well, I'm going to eat a whole pie now and mourn the loss of the Pie Hole. |
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| hello all |
[Nov. 25th, 2008|06:42 pm] |
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so it's been a little bit since i've written last. i'm feeling much better thank god. it took like four days of not eating and then i finally felt better. i'm home which is nice, a little weird because we've now moved into my mom's boyfriend's house. however, he makes her happy and my room is nice. i need to unpack majorly though because i can't find anything. tonight we are eating pizza. mine is apple with chicken and guyere. sounds delicious yeah? hung out with emily yesterday which was awesome cuz i miss her a ton when i'm away. it's been really nice to see my mom. well, i'm going to watch cleopatra...later, gators. |
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| i feel like the shit that grows on shit |
[Nov. 16th, 2008|03:56 am] |
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so yesterday i was feeling kind of wonky. my stomach felt like it had pins stuck in it, and that's the way it felt last night before i went to bed. i had to sleep on my back, which was hard for me because i'm a tosser and turner and usually i sleep on my side. so i'd wake up, find that i was in the wrong position and then have to switch it because my back was the only way that my stomach didn't feel like it was going to burst. and it's worrisome because i'm feeling the way i did when i had to go to the er for gastroenteritious last year. so i threw up(which i hardly ever do). took out the trash, cleaned out my trashcan and now here i am. it's nearly four in the morning and my stomach still hurts like no ones business and i'm thinking that i might throw up again here soon. also even though my heat is turned up to 75, I've been shivering and having goosebumps all night. i want my mommy... :( |
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| holy hand grenade...editing sucks |
[Nov. 3rd, 2008|09:22 pm] |
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oh why oh why does editing suck? oh why oh why can that be? cause the acting's bad, and the tasks are tedious, and after effects is a stupid piece of crap... :( i've been working on my f-ing titles for like two hours now and they are still not done, plus there's the fact that my smoke is not working, so i have to mess around with that so that sucks, so with those two things, it's probably going to be late when i finally go to sleep...yay me. so i've been pissing around on the internet while i've been waiting for my thing to render, so off i go to muck about some more. i want it to be thanksgiving already. that would be lovely. |
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| last night was pretty bitchin' |
[Oct. 10th, 2008|11:36 am] |
so last night it's about 11 and i'm about ready to go to bed. my friend bree calls me up and asks me if i'll go down to a nearby bar because she's sitting there and she feels like a fifth wheel. i say fine, and i'm out of my jammies and into my jeans and t-shirt in like two minutes. I walk down there and it's kereoke night. i love kereoke. i suck at it, but it's still awesomely fun! i see a couple of my friends outside whom i haven't seen in a while, so it's great to see them. then i go in and the place is rockin' i go see my friend whos sitting in a corner and she gives me a big hug.
i sign up to do 'walking on sunshine' by katrina and the waves, but there ends up being too many people,so i don't get to sing, but oh well. there's always next week. anyways,i have an amaretto sour which tasted like an alcoholic shirley temple. it was delish, and i don't drink ususally. anyways, we just played darts and listened to people sing with some of our other friends.
then after that we went to another bar to play ping pong where i got to see another friend of mine who i haven't seen since may. it was great to see her and i also got to see a guy that i kind of had(have) a crush on. i suck at ping pong by the way because i have crapalicious eye hand coordination. it was seriously crazy, the ball was going everywhere. i felt like such a dork, but it was freakin' awesome.
after that, we decided to go to IHOP, at this point it was about 1:30, so we start walking back to campus. anyways, we are on our way back and we happen to see someone passed out on the sidewalk. my friend jen tries to kick her/him(we couldn't really tell) to see if they'd wake up, but we got nothing. then bree decides that we should tell the police, so i go with her to let them know. she tells them and before she can finish, one of them smiles at her and says that they'll take care of it, then they walk away and do a tazer test. Good Lord! What an awful awakening. Bree kind of looks at me and says "Shit. If I knew that they were going to use a tazer to wake her/him up, well then I wouldn't have said anything".
so after that we meet up with our other friends to go to IHOP. i got a short stack with butter and sugar. i like sugar on my waffles and pancakes which i know is weird, but i don't like the flavor of maple syrup and i don't like the way it makes everything all soggy and stuff. but i digress. anyways, we had an awesome time and then we got hit on by these two creepers as we walked out...ugh. however, it was like three in the morning by this time and we all decide that we should go to sleep. so we go home. and that was seriously my adventure of a night. i need to get out more often. seriously, this is what i miss by being a homebody. not that being a homebody is a bad thing, because i really like staying close to home, but i really do need to take advantage of my senior year of college and have a little more fun. anyways, i'm supposed to get the fall(freakin' AMAZING movie, everyone should see it by the way! plus lee pace is freakin' goregous and talented and brilliant) from netflix today so i'll probably just chill out and just do homework and watch movies today. anyways, have a wonderful friday everyone! |
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| grrrrrr.... |
[Jun. 21st, 2008|09:44 pm] |
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so i'm not having a good time lately. i'm sick of being f*ing trapped in my house and i'm trying to get out as much as i can, but i can't drive so it's not like i can do anything. i'm just overstimulated and i miss hanging out with my friends...ugh. well. i'm just grumpy, pissy, and bleurghy. so i'm watching shawshank redemption for the first time. i've heard nothing but good things about it... |
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| I really didn't see that coming |
[May. 20th, 2008|09:52 am] |
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Holy crow! i just watched bones and i'm still kind of in shock. it was a great episode, but it makes me so sad that zach was the apprentice. geez i'm going to freakin' miss him. he was seriously one of my favorite characters. |
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| YARGH. |
[May. 20th, 2008|08:26 am] |
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so last night wasn't the greatest night. some of the film girls at stephens can be seriously cliquish and it pisses me off hardcore. anyways, we all got invited to this wrap party and i asked one of these girls if i could have a ride. and she said yes, begrudgingly...anyways, we got there, and the girls were talking about going to a club after the wrap party. i would've invited myself, but i didn't feel like they wanted me to come. i'm drinking beer, feeling kind of barfy in general, and i'm in the middle of the table. there's like 20 people and the girls are having this conversation and i'm not included at all and i don't know what's going on at the other end. i can't hear that well, so i don't know what's going on and i'm just sitting there by myself. then i feel the tears inside me just bubble up. i'm trying not to cry, but then i do, everyone sees it. including these actors who were there from hollywood. plus everyone from my film camp, including the professionals, see me burst into tears. i haven't cried in public since my freshman year. i try not to let my emotions get control of me and i was seriously upset that i started crying in front of everyone. anyways, the girls are like:are you crying? i put my head on the table and then robin, one of my bosses sees me crying and comes over and takes me outside. she just sat with me while i was crying. then some of my friends came and took me home. it was one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. i felt like such a baby. however, then i came back and hung out with some girls that are actually really nice and i felt better. i probably should've just stayed home and watched Bones. oh well, you live and learn. well, i'm going to watch bones now, and chillax...later. |
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| how old are we? |
[May. 15th, 2008|10:12 pm] |
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HOW FUCKING LOUD DO YOU HAVE TO FUCKING BE???!!! Some us are actually tired and want to get some fucking sleep before another 10 hour day of shooting tomorrow. Sorry. I'm at film camp and the girls are being seriously loud. and it's kind of pissing me off. it's like, i'm not a sound nazi or anything, but seriously. if you are going to talk about inappropriate topics and shit, then do it somewhere i don't have to listen to your inane screaming. plus, my fucking leg is fucking cramped and has been for like the past three days. it hurts to walk, i have my fucking period, and i want a little quiet. is that too much to ask?? i swear that i'm not normally this much a bitch and i don't say fuck as much as i have, i'm just grumpy and i need a big bar of chocolate. bright side, though, i got to play with sock puppets today! YAY! i was a pirate and a pirate wench and my puppets made out with each other. it was AWESOME. kind of disappointed in the office season finale. was hoping that jim was going to propose to pam. if pam and toby end up together, i'm going to be sad. i like toby a lot, but finally jim and pam are together and i can't stand anymore jam angst. seriously. also, yay for dwight. i felt so bad for him when andy proposed. gah. michael's going to be a kind of daddy and ryan is a total cretin(not too much of a surprise.) |
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| i feel like writing... |
[May. 12th, 2008|12:20 pm] |
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well, don't really have anything new to report except i just felt like writing. started a new screenplay last night. i have serious ADD when it comes to writing. especially screenplays. i'm going with a friend to this little store downtown today where you can design your own t-shirts...i'm pretty pumped actually! so i realize how fangirlish this is of me but i want to make a shirt that has a picture of Robert Pattinson on it that says, "you just got dazzled'...yeah...i know. seriously though, the man is goregous...he's going to be the perfect edward cullen...can't wait. speaking of rpattz, it's his b-day tomorrow, so Happy B-day! yay. wow. yeah, i know, it's sad how fangirlish i am. it's funny because i don't usually get so excited about movies. i get excited, but not this excited. geez. everyone who knows me is starting to get sick of it, but i can't frickin' help myself. i have to say, i can't wait for wanted to come out. it looks pretty badass. plus james mcavoy is a hot scot. what is it about boys from the uk? some of the hottest boys have come from the uk: scotland, england, ireland. seriously, i think there might be something in the water over there. i think it might be the accent...there's something about a man with an accent that makes me weak in the knees. don't ask me why. wow. so i just went on for like an entire paragraph about that. see what i mean about the ADD? i saw this button that said, I have ADLASO...I have Attention Deficit Look A Shiny Object...hehe...i have this bug bite or something on my leg. i'm trying not to pick at it. a couple of summers ago i thought that i got a black widow bite cuz i had this bite and it was all black, blue, green, and purple, and it hurt like a mofo. i'm still here in columbia waiting for my internship to start. it's weird being here when almost everyone is gone. well, i should go try to be a productive member of society(read: play tetris) later. |
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| My Top Ten Favorite TV couples of all time |
[May. 11th, 2008|11:51 am] |
okay so this is what happens when you can't get to sleep at night. your mind races and you start thinking of random crap like: Top Ten Favorite TV couples of all time! yay. here are my choices. add your own ten cents, please
1. Jim and Pam-The Office. To me this is what a relationship should be like and it only took them three seasons to get together. However, I've been thinking that they got together at the perfect time. Season two was Jim's growing time, and season 3 was Pam's. Now the two of them are in good places and they are just so frickin cute together. Plus that first kiss...HOT. Enough said.
2. Leela and Fry-Futurama. These crazy kids just need to get together already. Leela helps keep Fry in line plus she's a badass cyclops with purple hair.
3. Betty and Henry-Ugly Betty. Nerd Love=Brilliant. Plus Henry is Adorkable. Love him and his glasses.
4. Joel and Maggie-Northern Exposure. So i've only gotten through the first couple of seasons, but sexual tension anyone? Plus when they are bouncing off the walls in the Spring Break episode...yep. it's nice.
5. Dwight and Angela-The Office. Yeah. I know. But the two of them were one person they could rule the world. Like Godzilla. Yikes. Plus they are perfect together and I was seriously sad when they broke up at the beginning of this season. Word of advice: don't stick your girlfriend's favorite cat in the freezer. Alive. I don't care how sick it is. Don't do it.
6. George Michael and Maeby-Arrested Development. Yes I know that they are cousins. And that's not okay. Except in the olden days. Like Jane Austen times when it was perfectly okay to marry your cousin. However, they are adorably awkward and i am not ashamed to admit that i kind of cheered when the sofa broken in the season two finale and the two of them made out. yeah. and then immediately afterward i felt a little wrong. however, maeby 'spent her inheritance just being brought into this world' so maybe their kids wouldn't end up with flippers. still seriously awkward.
7. Booth and Brennan-Bones. Yeah. They aren't together. Yet. But the sexual tension is through the roof. they just seriously need to do it already. for goodness sakes.
8. Angela and Hodgins-Bones. They are so cute. And they love each other. Even though, Angela's already married and apparently her husband is a hot piece of man-candy. Trouble later on?
9. Ross and Rachel-So I know this is like super cliched, but seriously. I loved them when they first got together. That scene where ross is standing outside in the rain and rachel lets him in and they kiss? It makes me melty in my patellas
10. J.D and Elliot-Scrubs. You can't have a list of Top TV couples and not have these two on here. so they have a sorted past which basically includes a yearly f-buddy sesh. the thing is, Elliot broke off her wedding to the Dudemeister because of J.D and he left Kim, his baby mama for her. so why didn't these crazy kids end up together? because they both were idiots. as dr. cox said.
Well, here's my list. They really aren't in any particular order except for #1. JAM is at the top of my list everytime. Well. I'm going to go get dressed and eat, but let me know what you think. Do you agree? Disagree? Let me know. Well, remember don't buy drugs wait until you're a pop star and they give them to you for free...(loved bill nighy in love actually him and the naked doubles were my favorite couples) |
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| hmmm...indecision |
[May. 10th, 2008|06:05 pm] |
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so you know what's kind of surreal? being in school when no one is around...yeah. i'm staying on here at school for another couple of weeks for my internship. i'm helping with casting and keeping track of the talent. i guess being a theatre student helped things. i'm seriously lucky that i got this because i was terrified that i wasn't going to get an internship and then i wouldn't get to graduate next year which would be super awkward. yeah. watching all of the girls walk around in their graduation gowns today made me so excited for next year. i can't believe i'm going to be a senior. it's scary to think that in a year i'm going out into the world and i'll have to fend for myself. ugh. i don't want to think about it now. so beks, you'll be happy because i finally watched stargazer in a puddle. geez it was freakin' sad! so definetly listening to under the sea on my iPod right now. i haven't heard in ages. hehe...yay for random shuffle! well, i'm seriously BORED out of my mind. my mom came yesterday and helped me move which was uber cool of her. i have a funny story. so i was supposed to move to the room i'm staying in for my internship yesterday and i read the key wrong so i thought i was staying in one room and turns out i was staying in a completely different room. the worst thing(not counting having to drag all of my bags up to the room this morning and thinking that i was roomless) was that i knocked on the door of the room i thought was mine yesterday and this girl answers and says that she's going to be moving out tomorrow(today, i guess) and so i'm standing there with my mom and so she says that she supposes it's okay that i store my stuff in her closet and turns out that it's not even my room. you have no idea how much of a dumbass i felt today. then again, i usually feel like an idiot, so it wasn't much different then normal. so anyways, i am trying to figure out what i'm doing tonight. i called people but pretty much everyone is gone. one of my friends said she might call me later, but she was supposed to go to a graduation thing for one of other friends. i wasn't invited. that seriously sucks, but i'm trying not to be upset. i'm a bit overly sensative, which isn't necesarily a good thing. well, this was a longer entry then i wanted it to be but i'll talk to you all later! peace and sandwiches(dont' know i just put sandwiches, but okay, let's just roll with it) |
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| bleurgh. i hate people. |
[May. 8th, 2008|11:20 am] |
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so i really should be packing and getting things done. and that's what i'm going to be doing a little later. however, i need to get something off of my chest. i wrote something in a forum that i like to go to that deals with twilight. i wrote how i think that it's unfair that the fans are so negative about the choice of actors and how if it's good enough for stephenie meyer then it should be good enough for the fans, but then i just got a response back from someone saying that i was the reason why there was so much hate in the community and that i didn't respect other people. how can someone be so mean to someone that they've never even met? i don't understand. i guess it's because i was taught to treat everyone with respect. for the record, i understand that the fans want the movie to do the book justice, i'm one of those fans, but at the same time i don't like being told that i have no respect. and that i'm the reason why this particular community is filled with so much hate. for one thing, i'm actually defending the actors against people who say that they suck on a contiual basis. what's up with that? don't you think that people would have a little more respect. i know that i keep using that word:respect, but i feel really strongly about this. i don't get offended easily and those of you who know me know that, but i was greatly offended when i got this comment. i completely respect other people's opinions and i find it grossly unfair that someone would accuse me of anything different. well. i guess that's it. sometimes i get so sick of people that i wish that i could live on a small alpaca farm in the middle of nowhere and the only people i'd ever have to deal with were those who i invited. |
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| WHY IS FOOD SO FRACKIN' EXPENSIVE???? |
[May. 6th, 2008|07:57 pm] |
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yeah, so would someone like to tell me why it costs frickin' 25 DOLLARS to get dinner? Tiger's Takeout sucks because they make you get a minimum of 15 dollars of food and if you are even like 40 cents under that they frickin make you go back and buy something else!!!! oh yeah and then they add like delivery fees, fuel surcharge, and tax. oh and they want you to give the driver a frickin 20% tip. i didn't do that but i felt like a bad person if I didn't at least give the person a small tip. now you are probably asking yourself why i ordered from them if they are so DAMN expenisve. the truth is, i don't feel like ordering picklemans again because i just had it for lunch, didn't feel like pizza, and to be honest, i tried to get food from the grill with my flex points but they were frickin closed early!!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS?? It's FINALS week! don't you think that you should stay open later for those people who get out of finals late and need to eat? not that i'm one of those people but what the f*ck? also tried to go to the gym to work out, but guess what? it was closed!!!!! so, i spend all of my money on FOOD!! why? cuz stephens college food SUCKS!!!!!! i end up buying for my friends too which i can't afford because i dislike the f*ing campus food so much!!! why can't we be like MU and have a variety of resturants? why can't we use our flex points in the school store, or to do laundry? that would be f*ing helpful!!!!! sorry. i'm just stressed cuz i have to be ready to move by friday and i haven't even started and it's my own damn fault. i have no one to blame for things like this but myself,i don't know. thanks for letting me unload all my crap. i guess the food issue is like a little part of a bigger issue. anyways, i'm going to go calm down and maybe try to get something done. |
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| lack of sleep lauren is FUNNY |
[Apr. 2nd, 2008|03:15 am] |
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it is like 3:30 in the morning, i'm shaking with lack of sleep, and i can not stop laughing. if i knew it wasn't a combo of stress, caffine, sugar, and lack of sleep, i would think i was high. editing sucks. but mostly i suck for leaving this frickin' project to the last minute. the sound isn't working, the clips aren't cutting together, and my brain feels like soup. i've been editing straight for about five hours now. wow. my poor friend bree is having to listen to my rantings and my nonsense. i need to get back to the grindstone or else i'll never get out of here. and quite frankly at this point i just need sleep. well, i'm going to try to get things done right now and hope to god that i don't screw this up. alright. later. |
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| guess what? |
[Mar. 4th, 2008|03:45 am] |
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MY BATHROOM OVERFLOWED. Yep. at 3 this morning a girl from the room downstairs knocked on my door to tell me that the bathroom was overflowing and that it was leaking into her room. I checked and sure enough. everything is soaked. i tried to wipe things up the best that I could, but i didn't really do a great job. the sink just kept going and going and then it finally stopped and started draining out. it was the weirdest thing. i don't even know. all I know is that i'm typing this at almost four in the morning, I'm grumpy, my eyes are burning, and i still don't know what the heck just happened. i called security and it was like a half hour before anyone got here. crappy pipe system. just another way that stephens has screwed me over. i'm awake now, so i guess i'll try to get some homework done. so while everyone else is sleeping, i'm awake and pissed off. |
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| ugh. i feel wonky. |
[Mar. 3rd, 2008|09:27 pm] |
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hey. i feel disgusting. it's that time of the month and my stomach feels a little like it's been turned inside out and stabbed with plastic forks. i have so much to do and i can't be sick, but at the same time i don't really feel like doing anything. i took a little nap this evening and it sort of helped, but not really. i do have good news though. my sister got into Emory University in Atlanta for the Public Health program and I couldn't be prouder for her. she's worked so hard and it's about time that something this great happened to her. i have the best family in the world and i'm so lucky. i love them so much and it makes me so happy that my sister got into one of her first choice schools. auditions for my new play workshop is tomorrow and i'm looking forward to it. my friend katie is the director for it and i can't wait to get started. next friday is the reading and also the formal. i'm excited for both. however i can't find shoes. i found a really cute pair online, but they won't ship to P.O boxes. damn. there goes that plan. well, i feel awful, so i'm going to go lie down. peace. |
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